"I talked to Lamar this morning. I talk to Lamar as often as I can, which is inconsistent, but not on my terms," she shared. "When you genuinely feel like that was the right relationship, you’re supposed to give it all you can. That’s what marriage is about. It’s not, 'Let’s see if it works, if not we always have divorce.' I am not one of those girls."
"You took a vow before God and you're supposed to abide by that," she explained to Complex prior to filing. "I'm not rushing into my divorce because I'm not looking to get married tomorrow, so I don't have a deadline. I'm not rushing it. So when it's time and it's supposed to happen, it will."
"Lamar is genuinely one of the best people I've ever met, and everyone says that when they meet him," she gushed. "I think Lamar's gonna always be that person [for me] but that's what made it so special. Even if I had it for five years or whatever, it was the best ever and I'm grateful I did. Some people don't get that ever and I had that magic for a long time."
Khloe added that she thinks about her marriage to Lamar often.
"Oh my god, I miss him every day. I miss what we had -- things we got to do together are just memories. I like looking back and holding on to that stuff," she said. "I definitely miss it, and there’s times I'll get so sentimental and so sad, but this had to happen for some reason. I'll figure it out over time, someone will give me that answer eventually. I think it would be very f**king weird if I didn't miss it."
The reality star is known for TMI comments on her family's reality show, and this interview was no different. Khloe was also more than willing to chat about her mother Kris Jenner's sex life.
"My mom is living the good life right now. When I found out she was dating, or even texting back and forth, it was so weird to see her giggly," she said of the 59-year-old momager dating 33-year-old Corey Gamble. "I'm like, 'How do you flirt? Like, what do you guys say?' And it is disgusting. It's awkward."
Khloe also calls out her mom and Gamble's age difference. "Why is a 32-year-old, or whatever he is, why is he talking to a 50-fabulous-something woman? That's just -- and I say it to her all the time -- weird. Hearing them have sex is wild and I'm traumatized."
Say what?! Khloe goes on to recall when both her and Kim Kardashian heard their mother in the bedroom at her house! "We were downstairs, and we just heard like [claps]," she overshared. "It's really a traumatizing thing. And the headboard just going...."
Khloe's mom has learned to let quips like this from her family and the media roll off her back. Proof of this is when ET talked to her in May about her critics. "Everyone loves to jump to conclusions you know? Haters are gonna hate!" she said triumphantly.