Actress Nicole Kidman was married to country singer Keith Urban just three months before he was admitted into rehab for alcohol abuse – now she's talking about it.

"[Keith and I] were thrown into his alcohol problem three months into the marriage, and that was big," she tells Parade magazine. "We became the closest we could become, because we had to bare our souls. We did 10 years of marriage in three months."

Kidman talks about the days when Keith was in rehab and how the two got through it. "You go to hell and back with this--when the addiction takes control of the life, it's terrifying," Nicole continues. "But there is hope, and we work on it every day, and we are in a place of actual peace right now, which is a beautiful place."

Nicole expresses her feelings for Keith, "I love him so deeply, and he has done an amazing amount of work, and he is an amazing husband, and I am just very, very grateful. I think we are both in a place of humility."