All Supernatural fans know that the life of a hunter is an extremely lonely one — but that doesn't mean our hunters can't day-dream about their could've-been life and their celebrity crushes!
In this Wednesday's all-new episode of the smash CW drama, Felicia Day is back to reprise her role as Charlie Bradbury, the fiery fan-favorite who has followed in the Winchester bros' footsteps to become a hunter -- and only ETonline has your first look at her emotional return!
"You know, I haven't been a hunter for very long, but it feel like this is a life," Charlie commiserated with Sam (Jared Padalecki) in ETonline's exclusive sneak peek clip above. "And it mostly ends in Sophie's choices, death or tears -- usually all of the above, huh?"
The red-headed beauty goes on to explain the life (and famous wife!) she wishes she could have had if she wasn't constantly hunting down dark supernatural beings.
"How did this become my life?" Charlie asks. "I mean I was going to own my own start-up, marry ScarJo, invent something cool. Now I'm just—I'm just happy to be alive."
Supernatural airs Wednesdays at 9 p.m. on The C.