Lamar Odom is not mincing words about how bad things got in his life last year.
The former NBA star is making his first appearance since getting out of rehab on the Jan. 17 episode of The Doctors. Dr. Travis Stork gave ET insight into how the interview went, shedding light on what it was like for the 37-year-old athlete at his lowest point.
"When he was in that brothel he admits he was basically committing suicide," Stork said. "He didn't want to die necessarily, but he knows he almost died. And he called his actions 'despicable.'"
WATCH: Lamar Odom Reveals He Wants Ex-Wife Khloe Kardashian Back in New Interview With 'The Doctors'
Meanwhile, after 35 days in rehab, Lamar also revealed to the doctors that he'd like to get back with his ex, Khloe Kardashian, who was by his side for much of his recovery from the brothel incident.
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