"I wonder what color they would have been? Probably blue like mine -- like your daddy’s too," she continued. "I'll never get over the painful fact that I won't be able to cradle you in my arms. I'll never be able to rest my cheek on yours and tell you how much I love you."
"I will never get over this...losing you," Stodden added. "I hope you know how much I miss you growing inside of my tummy. I hope that you know that I wanted to give you life -- a beautiful life -- and desired so much to watch you grow into an incredible human being."
Stodden's rep confirmed that the model and reality star had miscarried her first child with her 55-year-old husband Doug Hutchison in a statement saying, "Courtney and her husband, Doug, are at an emotional loss for words and are using this time to grieve with their close family and friends. Please respect their privacy as the couple try to cope with losing their precious baby and seek the support they both need."
The model and reality star announced her pregnancy at just four weeks back in May, telling ET at the time that she was "happy… but extremely overwhelmed."