TV Tori Spelling Admits to Cheating: Dean and I Had Sex the First Night We Met By Antoinette Bueno 12:40 PM PDT, October 20, 2014 ETONLINE Looks like season two of True Tori is shaping up to be just as candid as its controversial first season. In a preview for Tuesday night's season two premiere, Tori, 41, reveals she slept with her husband Dean McDermott, 47, the first night they met. Not a huge deal except they were both married at that time. Dean was married to his first wife, Mary Jane Eustace, while Tori was also married to her first husband, Charlie Shanian. The two met in July 2005 while filming the Lifetime TV movie Mind Over Murder. VIDEO: Tori Spelling Meets with Dean McDermott's First WifeWhile talking to a friend about why she has a hard time blaming Emily Goodhand, the woman Dean cheated on her with, she drops the shocking tidbit."Maybe I have a hard time with that part [blaming Emily] because that's how I met Dean," she explains. "I mean, he was married. ... We had sex the first night we met."And their connection was even deeper than just sex."It wasn't like, 'oh, just get your rocks off, have sex with someone just to have sex,' you know?" she further explains. "It was a conscious decision, like, fell head over heels for you." But Tori does acknowledge that some might see her current situation -- dealing with the fallout of Dean's infidelity and subsequent stint in rehab -- as "karma.""Dean and I met when we were both married to other people, so now that this has happened to me, I know a lot of people are like, 'Well, karma's a b*tch,'" she frankly admits in the preview.PHOTOS: Nastiest Celeb Cheating ScandalsTrue Tori season two premieres Tuesday at 9 p.m. on Lifetime.Watch the video below to see Dean explain why he cheated on Tori in the first place.