Ariana Grande revealed how she's keeping her ex-boyfriend's memory alive on her Instagram Story on Saturday, sharing screenshots of two songs she was listening to off of Miller's last album, Swimming. The "God Is a Woman" singer shared snaps of Miller's tracks "Ladders" and "Dunno," which she embellished with heart, cloud and angel emojis.
"I adored you from the day i met you when i was nineteen and i always will," she wrote alongside a video of Miller on Instagram. "I can’t believe you aren’t here anymore. i really can’t wrap my head around it. we talked about this. so many times. i’m so mad, i’m so sad i don’t know what to do."
"You were my dearest friend. for so long. above anything else. i’m so sorry i couldn’t fix or take your pain away. i really wanted to," Grande continued. "The kindest, sweetest soul with demons he never deserved. i hope you’re okay now. rest."
A source told ET last week that the singer was "devastated" by Miller's death. “Although the two ended their relationship, Ariana always shared a deep connection with Mac and wanted nothing but the best for him," the source said. "Ariana is very upset."