Blac Chyna Says She's 'Not Proud of the Pain' She's Caused in the Past But Is Seeking 'New Beginnings'

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Rob Kardashian's ex-fiancee posted an open letter on Instagram about her struggles over the past few years.

Blac Chyna is taking a moment to reflect on the ups and downs she's endured over the past few years. 

The 30-year-old model was thrust into the limelight when she started dating Rob Kardashian in 2016 and became pregnant with his first child, 2-year-old Dream Kardashian. The two got engaged and had a reality show for one season on E! called Rob & Chyna, but later split up and had several very public arguments on social media, with one online altercation leading them to court and Rob being forced off Instagram

Needless to say, Chyna has been through a lot, and in an open letter to her fans on Monday, she copped to when she's wronged others, while also calling out those she feels have bullied her. 

"Over the last couple of years, you guys have been given a perspective of who I am from the media and people closest to me. I’ve been Bullied, Humiliated, Manipulated, and Discredit as a mom!" the mother of two, who also has a 6-year-old son, King, with ex Tyga, began her post. "Looking Back at A lot of my actions, I’m reflecting and realizing that confusion is a serious thing. Of course I’m not proud of some of the pain that I have caused, and I am working to be the best me."

Chyna, who was born Angela White, goes on to praise her fans for their support and vows to show them more of herself. 

"Blac Chyna doesn’t define Angela White as a person. At 30, I am overwhelmed with the blessings I have," she continued. "Being A mother of two amazing children. I don’t talk on things often, but I promise to give you guys more of me. Angela White Perspective."

Chyna concluded her letter, "Thank you for years of endless love. Your support for me is a blessing!"

The former reality star also captioned her letter: "Growth is painful. Change is painful. But, nothing is as painful as being where you do not belong! #newbeginnings"

The candid post comes after Chyna shared several photos of her and her two children on Easter. "Unbreakable bond," she wrote.

While Chyna and Kardashian have had their issues in the past, the 32-year-old Keeping Up With the Kardashians star took to Instagram last month to assure fans that he and his former fiancee are in a good place and have a "wonderful relationship."

As ET previously reported, Kardashian and Chyna reached a joint custody agreement regarding Dream back in September 2017.

Here's more on the former couple.

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